Silence

Dear silence of my imagination
Why do you hold me in your arms?
You hold my lips shut
Watch the scream fall down
Drop into a dark hole of despair
You control me with your fear
Play games with my mind
Till my mind explodes inside
And I hear you laugh
Is it me or is it you?
Are you there or am I crazy?
If its me why can I never be free?
You slam the door
Throw away the key
But I don't worry I won't scream again
I will be quiet now
I am silent now always silent